i still want to marry you right meow. 

last one, for now. he is so unbelievably amazing. i love watching him preform. he always looks the same. im not sure how to explain it. he just has the same expression, he sings with passion. with his eyes closed. i could literally stand in a crowd & watch him sing. not moving or do anything at all but just stand there. i dont think anyone will ever realize how much influence he has had on me in the years. <3

P.S i knew it was going to happen!!! stupid gay kids were going to ruin the show!! im so mad. i wish chris didnt hate vegas. & i wish these kids werent so gay. no one was into the show because they played a few olds songs and no one knew the words or anything. the crowd was lame as fuck. & you could tell he was annoyed. then you had the rest of the people who were actually there FOR saves the day just like, wtf just happened. he walked off stage right after they played the last song. then my heart broke. i wont be surprised if they dont ever come back. 

ive been in love with him for 6 almost 7 years now. where has the time gone?

i fall more & more in love with him. why is he so beautiful!? im crazy, i know. 

If you surround yourself with beauty today, you will give your heart a lovely boost.

reminds me of the good old days. 

its disgusting and a bit disturbing how much i am in love with this old man.

love this.  

and the santa monica pier. 

im in love with you. we should seriously consider getting married. chris will be my first husband and you can be my second husband. you are so fucking sexy is a disgustingly creepy way. fuck.

love, me.

and id lift myself up and i’d throw myself at this house to break windows and smash walls just to keep time where it was and where it should be.